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Playing at being real?

04.03.07 | 7 Comments

So here I was, set to write a brilliant post about Empire and the isolation of the self in the Axial Age, when Barbara Ehrenreich goes and writes a long article saying that our modern melancholy began in the sixteenth century, coinciding with the advent of modern theater and the disappearance of carnival.

Got that? Me neither. (Pretty highbrow there, eh, Barbara?)

Now before this I had always connected the birth of our self-reflective “selfs” with the beginnings of the classic religions, the period known as the Axial Age.

Buddhism, Christianity, Confucianism, Gnosticism, Hinduism, Judaism, Islam, Taoism, Zoroastrianism—these are humanity’s first responses to the first occurences of large-scale Empire. When we moved from having our lives centered in tribe and clan and city-state—when we were swallowed up by Empire and our hometown gods defeated—we found ourselves spiritually adrift. Karen Armstrong does a great job laying all this out, especially in The Great Transformation.

Once it sunk in that the hometown gods were broken, folks started to panic. All sort of “mystery religions” popped up, secret rituals that looked a lot like private versions of the old city-state religions. But they didn’t work.

Before too long, the religions we know and love today bubbled up. They gave us ways to do individual spirituality, connect with a transcendent reality, and practice a practical compassion not limited to our own friends and family. Which is to say, “the self” came on the scene.

So I’ve been thinking all this time as our modern, torn “selves” as pretty much the same flavor as the “selves” back then. And religion as a way to put those “selves” back together again.

But then Barbara Erhenreich comes along and says something different happened back when modernity started to happen. (Really, modernity started up around the 1500s—or earlier. Modernity is quite old fashioned.)

Jesus talked a lot about hypocrites. But for him, it wasn’t a matter of not walking your talk. That’s just being human. For him, it was putting on an act, playing a part. Posing.

Erhenreich talks about a growing sense among early moderns that we are never quite ourselves, that we are always “playing” at being ourselves. We can never quite be ourselves, at least not around other people.

Sometimes you just have to get away from it all, right? But maybe not before the 1500s. Or not anyone but the very wealthy.

All this is to say that we are now all the sorts of hypocrites Jesus talked about, the poser kind. We play at being ourselves all the time, whether we mean to or not. When we talk of children being innocent and pure, we mean that they haven’t learned to play at being real yet.

A new study says that psychiatrists’ criteria for depression may be too broad, that up to a quarter of folks diagnosed with depression probably don’t have it. That folks don’t need as many pharmaceuticals as they think.

Unless they do. Unless they’re not playing at it.

(Shout outs: To Kinsi for pointing out that 130,000 Americans have committed suicide since the Iraq War started. And to Philocrites for pointing out the need—and reality?—of hope amidst despiair.)

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